Post by ashleyxo on Oct 19, 2007 20:52:51 GMT -5
this is my amazing thread about me complaining! YAYY!
okay. so. my best friend, lets call her kate. she moved here in 7th grade and we've been bffs since [im in 9th grade now]. she has a lot of..."problems". i mean that in a not-mean way. like, shes on depression meds [no, shes not emo. actually shes wicked preppy] but anyways. she has really low self esteem. like, "why are you talking to rachel and not me? why dont you go hang out with your new best friends? how come you never pay attention to me? how come no one likes me? why do you all ignore me? no one listens to me!" blah blah blah you get the picture. it really gets on my nerves. but im always there for her. even when its not my fault and shes totally overreacting, i say im sorry. i do pretty well in school and im always concerned about my grades, whereas she doesnt give a crap and is failing most subjects.
2 weeks ago, on friday: our friend jess' brother is on the football team, so kate always goes with her. i try to, but usually i dont have the time. after school i have practice until 6. the game starts at 7. so, at lunch kate is like "are you going to the game tonight?" im like "ill try to. idk." and shes like "you could come with me and jess" and im like "thanks. i better get to class though." so, i left the cafeteria. later that night at like, 6-ish, i assumed i was going to the game with jess and kate. jess calls me and kate is with her at her house and they are watching tv and blah blah blah. jess is like "are you going to the game?" im like, "yeah. are you?" shes like "yeah. where do you want to meet" im like "...uhm...ill meet you by the snack thing" even though i thought i was going with them. so, i had to call my other friend, danielle, and get a ride from her. kate is really jealous of danielle and kinda of got ticked when i showed up with her. shes like "why didnt you come with us? why did you come with her?" im like "...you guys didnt invite me" and shes like "yes we did!! you like them better!!" and yeah. then, kate and jess made plans to have a sleepover while im standing right there.
so im friends with this kid, ryan. hes wicked nice and is one of my best friends. hes in my science class. one day at lunch last week, i was sitting with him then all my friends came over and i introduced them and now hes friends with them too. originally, i was kinda jealous. cause ryan was like my friend, and they were stealing him. lmao i know that sounds SO stupid. but i got over it. im like, ok, they can be friends too. its fine. but now ryan seems to be ALL ANYONE FLIPPING TALKS ABOUT. and keep in mind, they've known him for less than a week.
so. today. its friday. i walk into lunch and theres no seat for me, so i share a seat with my friend jacqueline. okay. so i start eating my pretzels. yum. jacqueline goes "are you going to the game tonight ashley?" im like "...idk. isnt it away?" shes like "ya. its in the next town over." im not putting the town name cause i would prefer not to be abducted. thanks. so im like "idk. my moms working late tonight. i probably wont be able to get there." shes like "oh. im going with kate and jess." im like "...cool." kate was sitting next to me and goes "itll be fun" so i wasnt really thinking and said "thanks for inviting me" which was rude, but w/e. so shes like, "its not like you would come anyway. you would probably be too busy with homework" and im like "wtf. why would i turn down hanging with my friends to do homework?" and shes like "you always do" and im like "no i dont. name one time." and shes like "idk. i have a sucky memory." im like "because i never have" shes like "like, at the last game, you didnt come with us, you came with other people." and then im like "cause i wasnt invited" shes like "YES YOU WERE!! YOU JUST LIKE THEM BETTER!!" and almost starts crying. so i start feeling bad. im like, "well have fun at the game. youre going with jess right?" shes like, "yeah and ryan." and im like wtf. i mean, i knew she liked ryan. but it feels pretty crappy to have you're best friend invite a guy shes known for a few days rather than you. especially when he was MINE FIRST. lol jk. but seriously. it REALLY bugs me. am i being retarded? dont answer that lol. i probably am.
but its just like...idk. she says its my fault that we always fight and stuff. but honestly, i just try to go with the flow. she was being really b****y today at lunch and im like "okay wtf is up?" and shes like "ryan said that you said mean stuff about me" and im like, "wtf. ryan and i have better things to do than talk about you." like, i seriously have never said a word to ryan about kate. i mean, its entirely possible that ryan could have told kate something, idk. maybe he did. but it bugs me that she would believe ryan and not me.
so its friday night. everyones at the game. im here, biting the heads off gummybears.
okay. so. my best friend, lets call her kate. she moved here in 7th grade and we've been bffs since [im in 9th grade now]. she has a lot of..."problems". i mean that in a not-mean way. like, shes on depression meds [no, shes not emo. actually shes wicked preppy] but anyways. she has really low self esteem. like, "why are you talking to rachel and not me? why dont you go hang out with your new best friends? how come you never pay attention to me? how come no one likes me? why do you all ignore me? no one listens to me!" blah blah blah you get the picture. it really gets on my nerves. but im always there for her. even when its not my fault and shes totally overreacting, i say im sorry. i do pretty well in school and im always concerned about my grades, whereas she doesnt give a crap and is failing most subjects.
2 weeks ago, on friday: our friend jess' brother is on the football team, so kate always goes with her. i try to, but usually i dont have the time. after school i have practice until 6. the game starts at 7. so, at lunch kate is like "are you going to the game tonight?" im like "ill try to. idk." and shes like "you could come with me and jess" and im like "thanks. i better get to class though." so, i left the cafeteria. later that night at like, 6-ish, i assumed i was going to the game with jess and kate. jess calls me and kate is with her at her house and they are watching tv and blah blah blah. jess is like "are you going to the game?" im like, "yeah. are you?" shes like "yeah. where do you want to meet" im like "...uhm...ill meet you by the snack thing" even though i thought i was going with them. so, i had to call my other friend, danielle, and get a ride from her. kate is really jealous of danielle and kinda of got ticked when i showed up with her. shes like "why didnt you come with us? why did you come with her?" im like "...you guys didnt invite me" and shes like "yes we did!! you like them better!!" and yeah. then, kate and jess made plans to have a sleepover while im standing right there.
so im friends with this kid, ryan. hes wicked nice and is one of my best friends. hes in my science class. one day at lunch last week, i was sitting with him then all my friends came over and i introduced them and now hes friends with them too. originally, i was kinda jealous. cause ryan was like my friend, and they were stealing him. lmao i know that sounds SO stupid. but i got over it. im like, ok, they can be friends too. its fine. but now ryan seems to be ALL ANYONE FLIPPING TALKS ABOUT. and keep in mind, they've known him for less than a week.
so. today. its friday. i walk into lunch and theres no seat for me, so i share a seat with my friend jacqueline. okay. so i start eating my pretzels. yum. jacqueline goes "are you going to the game tonight ashley?" im like "...idk. isnt it away?" shes like "ya. its in the next town over." im not putting the town name cause i would prefer not to be abducted. thanks. so im like "idk. my moms working late tonight. i probably wont be able to get there." shes like "oh. im going with kate and jess." im like "...cool." kate was sitting next to me and goes "itll be fun" so i wasnt really thinking and said "thanks for inviting me" which was rude, but w/e. so shes like, "its not like you would come anyway. you would probably be too busy with homework" and im like "wtf. why would i turn down hanging with my friends to do homework?" and shes like "you always do" and im like "no i dont. name one time." and shes like "idk. i have a sucky memory." im like "because i never have" shes like "like, at the last game, you didnt come with us, you came with other people." and then im like "cause i wasnt invited" shes like "YES YOU WERE!! YOU JUST LIKE THEM BETTER!!" and almost starts crying. so i start feeling bad. im like, "well have fun at the game. youre going with jess right?" shes like, "yeah and ryan." and im like wtf. i mean, i knew she liked ryan. but it feels pretty crappy to have you're best friend invite a guy shes known for a few days rather than you. especially when he was MINE FIRST. lol jk. but seriously. it REALLY bugs me. am i being retarded? dont answer that lol. i probably am.
but its just like...idk. she says its my fault that we always fight and stuff. but honestly, i just try to go with the flow. she was being really b****y today at lunch and im like "okay wtf is up?" and shes like "ryan said that you said mean stuff about me" and im like, "wtf. ryan and i have better things to do than talk about you." like, i seriously have never said a word to ryan about kate. i mean, its entirely possible that ryan could have told kate something, idk. maybe he did. but it bugs me that she would believe ryan and not me.
so its friday night. everyones at the game. im here, biting the heads off gummybears.